Choices
Ok so I have’t posted a blog in a while so I thought I would do one now. The things that are going on in my life at this point are very confusing and some what difficult. I am stuck in a spot of doing the Godly thing, (which I am trying to do) and doing one that my mind, and emotions are telling me to do. For those of you who know me well this is going to make sense but for those of you who don’t know me, then it may be a bit confusing. I was raised by my grandparents. My mother and father had nothing to do with me at all. I don’t know why things happened that way but they did. Now that I am 27 my father is trying to come back into my life. Things were going good until we had a falling out. He called my house and said things to my husband that no father should ever say. (expecally sense he doesn’t know him or me). I don’t understand what would posses him into saying and doing such a thing but ok I guess. Then my husband’s son and his girlfriend have moved into my house. Now I don’t mind that, so don’t get me wrong but the way they live their life in my house I do mind. They are constantly using curse words, I have broke them for the GD word. THAT I WILL NOT TOLERATE! They don’t have jobs, they use us to the point of it being flat out stupid and they constantly ask us for money for their beer and cigarette habit. I feel that I am being tested. I never want to question God, because I know that he has everything in control and all things are good through him. I just feel like God has left and didn’t remember to leave me a address. I know that I have done things bad in my past, (no one is perfect except God) and I have been forgive by the Grace of God, but the choices I have made in my life (so good and some bad) is the reflection of my life. I totally agree with you reap what you sow. I am listening to the song that George Jones put out (I have only heard it by him) Choices. WOW what an awesome song. It is so true! So I am going to close this blog by saying this, be sure the choice you make now are good ones, because in the future you will still be living with the choices you’ve made.
